Thoughts on Nine
Once more the urge to write is hit upon this heart, but words seem vacant and full of unrest. They can never line up as they should, as soldiers upon the green; that is, when I want them too. So much hinges on inspiration, but it also lies on the execution.
In the months since leaving the college environment it has become apparent that life does continue on from here, and community is where you find yourself. For me, the community has conveniently come with the church body, which I’ve come to consider as family even after only a few months of being in attendance. Yes, I am still with my parents and siblings as far as living arrangements go, but the people of this church have been growing closer. It is good, because my life has a deeper sense of purpose through the gospel in this church, and it makes work much more do-able when you can use some of your income for the benefit of the brothers (and sisters).
The main area of interest is gaining more friends. There is a great deal of diversity when it comes to age within this church, with many being extremely young (0-5 years of age) and a good deal on the wizened side of life. With a good mix of the middle ground, it makes the life of the church thrive because of the equality of pouring and reception of encouragement and accountability. However, when it comes to my generation of the 20somethings, it’s hard to find them. Not to say that we don’t exist within the church, but I have found it difficult to connect when you don’t know where the people like you are.
By God’s grace I’ve been able to find a few people my age, and have been cultivating friendships with them. It’s a stretching thing for me, because of my quiet nature. I’ve tended to be somewhat timid in the past when it comes to meeting new people, and it’s something I’ve been working on. But it is still hard, stepping out of a definite comfort zone of introversion to connect with people who are of like age. Those are steps I really want to take, and I’ve enjoyed it thus far; there are some great people here.
I guess the “real world” ain’t so bad. Come on, college people; join us and continue growing. It’s fun.
Danny, though I am not in my 20′s anymore =/, I have loved getting to know you too! If you hang around Karise and I, we will be outgoing enough to introduce you to all the “young people” in our church. I am so thankful the Lord moved your family to our church. You all are such a blessing.